She was like a drowning person, flailing, reaching for anything that might save her. Her life was an urgent, desperate struggle to justify her life. ~ Jonathan Safran Foer
I fight a long and tiring battle everyday. It is exhausting. It leaves me physically ill. It makes me feel weak.
By the end of it I am left vulnerable and exposed.
Sometimes, I just want to blank everything out. Other times, I want to grab an eraser and wipe away this existence. During those rare moments of utter defeat, I just want to be invisible.